I am always on the neverending quest to lose weight no pounds at a time and as less painful as possible.Everyone says to workout and eat healthy. I would like to say this to all of you. FUCK YOU. And I say this to say. Food is expensive, eating healthy is even more expensive. Not eating at all? Free din-a-motherfucka my G. The more of the reason because I feel that we are conditioned by food that if we don’t have it the cycle of life doesn’t carry on. Do you ever really look at religions and cultures that fast for long period of times? People who really use mind over matter. In your mind you can give up the bread or the cheese or ditch the fast food, but the impulses of being around this crap your entire life doesn’t ease the punch.
Ramadan(Arabic:رمضانRamaḍān,IPA: [rɑmɑˈdˤɑːn];[variations]Persian:رمضانRamazān;Urdu:رمضانRamzān;Turkish:Ramazan) is theninth monthof theIslamic calendar;Muslimsworldwide observe this as a month offasting.This annual observance is regarded as one of theFive Pillars of Islam.The month lasts 29–30 days based on the visual sightings of thecrescent moon, according to numerous biographical accounts compiled in thehadiths.The word Ramadan comes from the Arabic rootramiḍaorar-ramaḍ,which means scorching heat or dryness.Fasting isfard"obligatory" for adult Muslims, except those who are ill, traveling, pregnant,diabeticor going throughmenstrual bleeding.
While fasting from dawn until sunset, Muslims refrain from consumingfood, drinking liquids, smoking, and engaging in sexual relations; in some interpretations they also refrain from swearing. Food and drink is served daily, before sunrise and after sunset.According to Islam, thethawab(rewards) of fasting are many, but in this month they are believed to be multiplied.Fasting for Muslims during Ramadan typically includes the increased offering ofsalat(prayers) and recitation of theQuran.
Why can’t everyone take out time to get rid of the garbage and put yourself in a higher place closer to something with clarification or meaning? What doesn’t kill you won’t enrich you either. I fight with myself all THE TIME about giving into my demons, my temptations. Most of the time I just cave in, because that is easier than admitting I feel defeated and I didn’t follow thru with anything I can’t keep talking about the things I want in life but will not show and prove. Does that make sense? I hope so.
With all the free knowledge accessible one would think people would take up the time to find out for themselves. Nothing is more rewarding than learning, and doing it independently in my opinion. I have spent over 6 years writing blogs, [for personal reasons] but it has been interesting to be able to have the ability to go back and see how fucking dumb you were being….
No real lengthy shit for you not to read here, reach them goals. Obtain your mental wealth and don’t eat solid food.
Politically speaking, nah scratch that. Mentally speaking we are given too much in TOO high of a volume. I think that is what allows alot of us to take life, the simple things for granted. Myself included btw, Everything is OVERSIZED, BIG, LOW VALUE, 45% MORE. I think all of that in every aspect of your life can become toxic. I remember stories from my grandmother telling me how 16 kids survived on so little. How they had to sacrifice so much to get by. What have sacrificed lately for anyone? I mean you don’t sacrifice much unless you choose to or if it is something pertaining to raising kids. But I mean I haven’t really sacrificed, I have missed many opportunities because when I had what I needed in front of me, I overdid it, I wanted too much, I wanted it to be MORE! But for what reason I am not sure. I couldn’t even handle the very small tasks put in front of me properly. When you are not afraid to admit something you start giving yourself an advantage. I realized today that I have been hiding under so many things. And this has been my security. I have more than I have ever wanted, but less to the point where it means nothing.
Perfection doesn’t exsist if it doesn’t consume me. Im not incapable of making wise decisions. Im human so im also susceptible to making mistakes. There’s power in faith and I wake up everyday knowing, that power, is instilled in my very being. Every breath that I use will be to build and inspire. To love and understand. And to create courage and strength. That is why I am NOW … #ImperfectlyPerfect … ♥ Lea Lavonne (via : Facebook)
Sometimes I see things that are beautiful. I will start highlighting on them. Enjoy.
As of late I been feeling even more torn and at a place I don’t like. I keep asking myself how did I get here. Where do I go from here. I see everyone living and im out here just merely existing.
I want change. I am having trouble keeping it within my reach. I hope that it can come from _______________.
In other news. I am planning a trip to MIA in April. That should be fun.