Someone just immediately make you feel sad and you don’t know how to hide it….
OHMAGOSHHHHHHH. SO GOOD.
I am always on the neverending quest to lose weight no pounds at a time and as less painful as possible.Everyone says to workout and eat healthy. I would like to say this to all of you. FUCK YOU. And I say this to say. Food is expensive, eating healthy is even more expensive. Not eating at all? Free din-a-motherfucka my G. The more of the reason because I feel that we are conditioned by food that if we don’t have it the cycle of life doesn’t carry on. Do you ever really look at religions and cultures that fast for long period of times? People who really use mind over matter. In your mind you can give up the bread or the cheese or ditch the fast food, but the impulses of being around this crap your entire life doesn’t ease the punch.
Ramadan(Arabic:رمضانRamaḍān,IPA: [rɑmɑˈdˤɑːn];[variations]Persian:رمضانRamazān;Urdu:رمضانRamzān;Turkish:Ramazan) is theninth monthof theIslamic calendar;Muslimsworldwide observe this as a month offasting.This annual observance is regarded as one of theFive Pillars of Islam.The month lasts 29–30 days based on the visual sightings of thecrescent moon, according to numerous biographical accounts compiled in thehadiths.The word Ramadan comes from the Arabic rootramiḍaorar-ramaḍ,which means scorching heat or dryness.Fasting isfard"obligatory" for adult Muslims, except those who are ill, traveling, pregnant,diabeticor going throughmenstrual bleeding.
While fasting from dawn until sunset, Muslims refrain from consumingfood, drinking liquids, smoking, and engaging in sexual relations; in some interpretations they also refrain from swearing. Food and drink is served daily, before sunrise and after sunset.According to Islam, thethawab(rewards) of fasting are many, but in this month they are believed to be multiplied.Fasting for Muslims during Ramadan typically includes the increased offering ofsalat(prayers) and recitation of theQuran.
Why can’t everyone take out time to get rid of the garbage and put yourself in a higher place closer to something with clarification or meaning? What doesn’t kill you won’t enrich you either. I fight with myself all THE TIME about giving into my demons, my temptations. Most of the time I just cave in, because that is easier than admitting I feel defeated and I didn’t follow thru with anything I can’t keep talking about the things I want in life but will not show and prove. Does that make sense? I hope so.
Sometimes loneliness is the best medication for success.
I understand the busy of the world but I won’t say it makes me happy. Today I just wanted to spend the day relaxing with my homieloverfren. I have to back to Ohio and be an adult for the day. Oh the pain rahh. I’m just so fucking annoyed by people’s rudeness lack of respect and common courtesy. It won’t hurt you to say thank you. Or move outta someone’s way. People are just fucking jerks. I’m always in a good mood until I have to repeat myself, be handled incorrectly, around people with bad manners, and clueless motherfuckers. Dah well.
I have many of stories to tell but I am trying to be more of a living story vs a repeated folk tale. Life has took me in a number of different directions in a short period of time. I am looking at myself step backwards to know what’s important. I have been my own worst enemy. Never imagined that that could be so… Too busy trying to entertain bullshit.
I no longer want be stuck in situations with false prophets and jilted grins. I’ve been setback that doesn’t make me subjected to be less than because I am NOT what you want me to be. I have to reel the bait back and start over. It’s hurtful but it’s life.